My reflection ... 1 Korintus 9 : 25 - 29 ... Resolution 2011

Waktu aku baca bagian ini, tentang melatih tubuh dan menguasai seluruhnya sehingga bisa mencapai tujuan dalam pertandingan ... this is made me think ... pertandingan apa yang ingin aku menangkan ? ...

• I want to make English as a mother language. Is is possible ? I want to make it happen ... I have to study hard. This will be my battle. And I want to win it. Tapi apakah ini sesuai dengan kehendak Tuhan atau tidak, aku harus banyak2 mendoakan lagi. So, 2011 will be my year to learning English harder. Mudah2an ini bukan cuman tekad tapi harus ada tindakan nyatanya ... Amiennnnn ...

• Menjadi pribadi yang lebih bersyukur. Tidak mudah menanamkan 1 mindset bahwa Tuhan itu baik apalagi kalau kita sedang dalam masalah. Apalagi kita sering menghubungkan masalah dengan hukuman Tuhan. Belajar untuk bersyukur ... belajar untuk melihat segala sesuatu dari sisi positif. Mungkin sulit but nothing is impossible as long as Lord be with us. 

Still have so many thought ini my mind. But, kita kerjakan 2 hal ini dulu. Hopefully itu can be worked (",)

Happy New Year ( a little bit late ) ... Days 63th

Happy New Year ... even it little bit late .. but is oke ... is better late than never hehehehhehe ... So .. new year .. new resolution ...

hari ini aku PA dari Life Expedition, diambil dari 1 Korintus 9 : 23 - 29. Seperti dalam sebuah arena pertandingan, semua orang berlomba untuk meraih 1 tujuan. Untuk meraih tujuan itu, segala upaya dilakukan mulai dari latihan dll. Dalam Alkitab istilah yang dipakai adalah " menguasai dirinya ", " melatih tubuhku dan menguasai seluruhnya ".

What is my aim ? Apakah tujuan hidupku ? Khotbah Perkata Jumat lalu dari Pengkhotbah 1 : semua sia2 ... manusia berjerih lelah untuk sesuatu yang sia2 ... kalau begitu kenapa kita harus berjerih lelah ( koq jd kyk anak filsafat hehhehehehe ). If we do it for other human, so it is truly worthless ... but if we do it for God .. everything has a meaning. Apappun yang kita lakukan untuk Tuhan tidak akan pernah sia2 (",) ....

So, ini lah tujuan hidupku : DO THE BEST I COULD FOR LORD ... IN MY WHOLE LIFE ...
bless me Lord, so I can do all as your wish

I am so proud being an Indonesian

On Dec, 29th 2010 ... Final AFC Suzuki Cup between Ind - Malaysia. Very good match ... Indonesia's timnas showed that we can fought back ... We won the game ... but not enough to earn the trophy ... The trophy went to Malay ... coz on the 1st leg, we lost 0 - 3. So the total score is 4-2 for Malay. We fought till the end. All our goal is happened in last minute .. before 2nd game ended. We can saw our timnas has done their best ... we appreciate them for this. When our timnas is on the bus ready to left the stadion after the game, they got an applaus from our supporter ... Something that I can't forget ... so touching ... Like one of the headline on Kompas newspaper: Our supporter has been changed ... they can appreciate what our timnas has been done So, riot that we afraid will happen when we lost never happen.

And, Malay lucky coz they have a very good Goal keeper ... he can catch all the shoot even the penalty. Maybe if the penalty is became a goal, the story will be different :( ...

No matter what ... I satisfy with the match and never felt like this ... I am so proud being an Indonesian

End year 2010 ... Friday, Dec 31th 2010 ... Days 54th ...

End Year ... as always lot of fireworks everywhere .. especially here ... I have a neighbour who always bought a lot of fireworks on New Year. We can saw beautiful fireworks thank to him ... but the impact .. feel like we lived in the middle of war's zone ... the sound was so loud like we faced million of granat and somekind like that (",) ... but I love fireworks much ... Its always beautiful ... their colour's combination  ... always beautiful ... Watching it makes me happy ...

2010 almost end ... Many things I learned this year ... happy n sad thing ... can said that I learned more this year than past 9 years ... All made me feel like I was drown to the bottom of the sea ... Seem I complaining a lot on 2010. I should learn to look at in the different perspective. Something that I learned today on church. Mzm 107 : 1 ... Bersyukurlah kepada Tuhan sebab dia baik. Bahwasanya untuk selama2nya kasih setiaNya. Pak Samuel said there is 3 things that we can learn from this :
1. Have a perspective in your mind that God is always good all the time. Do not doubt His kindness. Not all bad things that happened to us is because God has punished us.
2.Have a right perspective about suffering. Suffering can makes us do a lot of complaining. But if we can look into another perspective, we can change complaining into bersyukur
3. Bersyukur is somekind of medicine for the soul.

So ... This is my resolution for 2011 .... Bersyukur all the time (",) ...

Sunday ... Dec,26th 2010 ... Days 49th

I am grateful :
1. I can celebrate Xmas this year
2. I has been reminded that Jesus loved me. He came to this world to save me so I can be a new person. The question is : Have I let Him into my heart and let him control everything in my life ? I quest I haven't. So, this time I have to change. Let Jesus born in my heart, allow Him stay there. Using me for His work in this world so everybody who see me can see Jesus in me.
3. Many friend sent me Xmas greeting message
4. Can be with my family on this Xmas holiday
5. Watched Ind - Malay final AFF football match. Although we lost 3-0, but we still have a chance on Dec, 29th in Jakarta. Hopefully we can win
6. Having a little chat with San2 ... I missed her ... long time no see

Still have many thought to be wrote down but I have limitation on English so ... enough for now (",) ...

Nothing

Have done nothing yet :p. Already 9 days after the new year. Haven't thought about what I wanna do this years ... so what ur suggestion guys :P ?

Iseng

10 o'clock already ... just seen black & white on youtube ... I finally found the english subs ones ... Suddenly, a slight thought cross on my mind ... Stop the piracy ... I want to follow but ... youtube gave me so much pleasure that make me think twice to follow the rules :p ...

2009 almost ended ... still have 4 days to go ... Feel like I do nothing this years. Have to re-think again ... about my future life :P ... God please help me